ok I got it with:

<?php

if (eregi("block-Thottbot.php", $PHP_SELF)) {
    Header("Location: index.php");
    die();
}
$content .= "<script>T.searchbox()</script>\n";
?>

but now it only shows up on the home page and not any of the other pages...  http://www.thefallenrealm.com/modules.php?name=Forums

only shows the block title...